Graduation night

I had attended my 6th form graduation night on last Friday. It was a memorable, great and wonderful night.

Human's mind is so unpredictable. We complained about the others on the previous minute but yet we started to treasure and appreciate them on the next minute. The very first day when I entered this class, I could feel that my classmates had separated themselves into gangs according to their previous schools. Though there was no serious argument or fighting going on in my class, I still feel that my classmates would never blend well with each and everyone in the class. We lived in our own gang and blended with our own "friends". 

I was wrong. The graduation night was a great successful event that act as a blender. Yes. It blended us into a real harmony class that we are supposed to. We gathered the class to attend the event, we planned for our graduation night performance, we practiced our performance whenever we have got free periods and lastly we dressed up ourselves and went up to the stage performing the best we could do. The applauds from the people under the stage meant a lot to us because it showed that we had made it, we made our performance a success !

People come and go. Form 6 life is short yet it's meaningful. I thought I was isolated in this class and would never gonna miss them after I have graduated. Now I know it's not going to happen cause I know I'll definitely miss some of them if not all. I'm learning to put things down and not being so stubborn on certain things. I appreciated the occurrence of them in my life. I learnt a lot within this year and became more mature.

Alright, photo time..=D

 Our class..=D

The twins.

 Performance time.

 The more I see, the more I feel the guy in the middle looks like PSY..LOL!! 

 One of my great teacher. Ms.Foo.

She taught me a lot of things that we can't find in books !

Last but not least, me of the day..<3

Pursuing my dream

I would like to continue my previous post, that is about my dream. I actually dreamed a lot but sadly non of them are of my ambition. Let me give you some examples to illustrate my point. A person who dreams of providing the others a safety shelter could consider being a civil engineer . A person who dreams of providing the others a comfortable home could consider being an architect or designer. A person who dreams of saving the others life could consider being a doctor or enroll to the medical field. A person who dreams of producing a bunch of intelligent generation could consider being a teacher or a part of the educational field. Of course these are huge dreams and not easy to be achieved. However, having all those dreams would eventually drives you to the nearest possible level of your dream. Let's see this way. If a person's dream is to provide the other's a safety shelter, they are not necessarily to become an engineer if they have no the ability to do so. However, they can consider to become a constructor instead. Ain't a constructor plays an important role in building a safety shelter? Indeed yes. I think I have made myself clear here, right ?

So now, the first question after typing a whole long passage that I ask myself was what do I want to contribute to the society, or rather to myself ? The question that I haven't ask myself before. Frankly, I not yet thought of the answer.

I have been thinking and asking around the few courses that I'm interest in. It's all related to the math. But then again, do I really like math or do I only like the fact that I always get high marks on the subject? I have never doubted my ability in understanding the syllabus and the ability to solve the questions. Classmates consider me as a math pro or whatever. To me, it's actually the practice that made me up to who I'm now. The willingness to sacrifice most of my time onto the subject is the main reason I got such a high marks. After round and round of thinking process going on day and night. I guess I do really like math..HAHA.. I know right, I thought useless thing.

Moving on, it's time for me to decide which subject to study for my tertiary education, that is the University. Though I have made up my mind to move towards the math core subject, there are still lots of choices for me to choose. I'm having a hard time to choose the subject that I really wanted due to the fact that I'm afraid of I'm not capable and ready for the challenge. One word-coward.

Great, I shall stop here. To be continue..xD

Dream

Do you dream?

Thomas Edison and CCY

I started off the topic with a well-known scientist I bet everyone would know him very well. He was honored for bringing the world out of darkness. That is by inventing the light bulb. =)

Well, I'm not intended to write his biography over here cause I'm still half way through the book.

This is the book I mentioned. So why would I suddenly into this kind of book which I'm definitely not buying. You know right, I'm not a reader or someone who likes to read a lot. I only read the romance series in the past. =D. Teenager's favorite series, especially girl..xD . This kind of book is just too boring for me. Anyway, I'm now reading it, that the main point right? =D

This book is actually a present from my math teacher. Well, I don't know exactly the reason he gave me this book, maybe to encourage me to read more or hoping me to get some inspiration from the book? I don't know. He was giving out 2 books yesterday. One for me and another one for my classmate. The book she get was the biography of Albert Einstein I guess. This special treatment surprised me. I have never received any book from my teacher and he is the first one who present me a book. For this reason, I'll make sure myself to finish up the whole book and keep it properly.

I would like to talk about this teacher. He is nearly 60, which considered as a senior teacher in our school. He is in the committee of Lembaga Peperiksaan for math subject and had been in there for quite some time. Whatever is it, he is being called as CCY in our class.* the short form of his name *. The first day I came into this school, I had caught his attention I don't know why, maybe because I do give 100% focusing in his class which is what I used to do. His teaching style is very different unlike the other teachers. He don't emphasis on the answers but the thinking process towards the questions. He has never present one full question on the board until my classmates doubt his ability. I guess they couldn't follow his lesson so there was once they complained about him and wanted to change teacher. Luckily the school never made any changes or else I wouldn't have him guiding me all the way till now. Well, to be honest he treated me good. I mean compared to the other students cause I appreciated him a lot and never ever fell asleep during his lessons and completed most of the work he gave. Most importantly ,I have the passion towards math and he noticed it. So, this is basically the relationship between me and CCY. * I'm actually being loved by every math teacher I had and I'm proud of it..xD *

Friends

I was having a hard time doing my revision. Since I'm on my lappy now I decided to blog something else.
As the title suggest, I think I would like to talk about friends..=D * sound exciting huh? *

Tadaa....these peeps are all in my gang xD

Well I know some of you may look not so nice in these photos but this is the best one I could chose from my gallery. Just keep in mind that next time we should take more photos together so that I could post the best one out of all..xD. And by the way I had a hard time choosing the photo with everyone of us inside. I guess there's only this 2.

I don't know if I'm the only one who treasure this relationship a lot but frankly speaking, most of the time, I would rather sacrifice my everything just to have a gathering with them especially now when everyone is pursuing their studies in different places. Meeting them even it's just a 2 hours lunch I will be satisfied.=D. Despite the fact that everyone of us are now living far from each other and having our own social life, I believe that doesn't break our friendship bond. We could have met new friends in new environment, but after all, when we feel like wanting to have a talk, we would eventually find someone in our gang instead of our new friends. Like what Min posted in our group wall : Talking, chatting and bullshitting with our friends is the best thing because we don't have to afraid if we said something wrongly, accidentally step on one's toes or being hated. This is really true and I agree it to the max cause I feel the same.

I hate myself sometimes in a way that I focus too much on my best friend among all and eventually pay less attention to the others. If I hurt you or made you all feel bad then I'm here to apologize. I didn't realized I did this until one day my boy told me about it. You know, I'm really bad in observing the situation.

I'm sucks in socializing I bet most of you get to know from my previous posts. However having these crazy people as my buddies is enough for me.=D. Frankly, I was in dilemma when we left high school. I was thinking how long would this relationship lasts or would I lose all of you. But time proved me wrong. We are still together and we have gathering from time to time. I admit I feel jealous over you all whenever your face appear in a photo of a group of people that I don't know. To be exact, that is with your new friends. I know I'm sensitive but that means how I care about you all. I know right, I don't look like such person that would have this strong feeling..xD Anyway, I have already get used to it and accepted the fact that we meet new friends. Even myself, I also have friends and fun over here. So I have no right to jealous over you all.

Sooner YQ is going to US and she won't be back in few years time. I sincerely wish her best luck and all the best in pursuing her dream. I know she would one day become a successful person. Believe me, my friends are all intelligent in their own way..=D

I would like to tell her something over here since she is the one who made me start off this post. To my dearest Yan Qi, I know I'm not the best friend of you and sometimes i didn't pay much attention to you but you are still one of my best buddies. The fact that you are leaving soon actually make me feel uneasy as we couldn't see you in few years time and that means you couldn't join our gathering in this few years. I remember at this moment how you shout in the K-box room without boundaries and your voice is vibrating our ear drum we could hardly hear anything but your voice..haha !! I'm so sorry we couldn't make your last gathering a wonderful and memorable one but I promise we will plan a big one for you once you come back here ok? Hug.

Guess I would stop here. Last but not least, I love you all..<3

Holiday

I have dragged my life for a full week !! 

Alright. It should be I've been enjoying my first week of holiday by doing nothing. Yes, nothing. =) and I'm proud of it. xD Holiday is meant to be fun and relax, isn't it? 

Basically, like every holiday, I would spend some time with my boy at KL. For this 2 weeks of holiday, I spent exactly 1 week there and do nothing besides slacking, eating and sleeping. Only on the last 2 days, which was when the Raya started, I did some shopping and bought myself some dress. Not forgot to catch up with my buddies too. =D

I have no idea what to type actually, I just wanted to update a random post to keep my blog alive. Instead of wasting time now, I guess I would update later when I have some inspiration to type something else..=)

Move On

Well, I was intended to type my trip to Penang last week with my boy. Unfortunately, a lot of things happened in between so I am forced to postponed it.

I guess this trip of mine to Penang was just so so, I mean nothing much interesting besides having my boy by my side. He brought me to walk and shop in Penang city and we enjoyed it.

The most important that happened recently is the absent of my grandmother. To the word absent, I mean she had passed away. I received a lot of condolences from my friends which is quite touch. Actually we, family have already accept this tragedy to happen few months back when my grandma was sent to the medical centre. Anyway, I still wish her to has a better life over wherever she's.

I couldn't think much of what to write now. I guess I'm going to stop here..=)
By the way, I'm alright..=)