Pursuing my dream

I would like to continue my previous post, that is about my dream. I actually dreamed a lot but sadly non of them are of my ambition. Let me give you some examples to illustrate my point. A person who dreams of providing the others a safety shelter could consider being a civil engineer . A person who dreams of providing the others a comfortable home could consider being an architect or designer. A person who dreams of saving the others life could consider being a doctor or enroll to the medical field. A person who dreams of producing a bunch of intelligent generation could consider being a teacher or a part of the educational field. Of course these are huge dreams and not easy to be achieved. However, having all those dreams would eventually drives you to the nearest possible level of your dream. Let's see this way. If a person's dream is to provide the other's a safety shelter, they are not necessarily to become an engineer if they have no the ability to do so. However, they can consider to become a constructor instead. Ain't a constructor plays an important role in building a safety shelter? Indeed yes. I think I have made myself clear here, right ?

So now, the first question after typing a whole long passage that I ask myself was what do I want to contribute to the society, or rather to myself ? The question that I haven't ask myself before. Frankly, I not yet thought of the answer.

I have been thinking and asking around the few courses that I'm interest in. It's all related to the math. But then again, do I really like math or do I only like the fact that I always get high marks on the subject? I have never doubted my ability in understanding the syllabus and the ability to solve the questions. Classmates consider me as a math pro or whatever. To me, it's actually the practice that made me up to who I'm now. The willingness to sacrifice most of my time onto the subject is the main reason I got such a high marks. After round and round of thinking process going on day and night. I guess I do really like math..HAHA.. I know right, I thought useless thing.

Moving on, it's time for me to decide which subject to study for my tertiary education, that is the University. Though I have made up my mind to move towards the math core subject, there are still lots of choices for me to choose. I'm having a hard time to choose the subject that I really wanted due to the fact that I'm afraid of I'm not capable and ready for the challenge. One word-coward.

Great, I shall stop here. To be continue..xD