Move On

Well, I was intended to type my trip to Penang last week with my boy. Unfortunately, a lot of things happened in between so I am forced to postponed it.

I guess this trip of mine to Penang was just so so, I mean nothing much interesting besides having my boy by my side. He brought me to walk and shop in Penang city and we enjoyed it.

The most important that happened recently is the absent of my grandmother. To the word absent, I mean she had passed away. I received a lot of condolences from my friends which is quite touch. Actually we, family have already accept this tragedy to happen few months back when my grandma was sent to the medical centre. Anyway, I still wish her to has a better life over wherever she's.

I couldn't think much of what to write now. I guess I'm going to stop here..=)
By the way, I'm alright..=)

Sem 2 result

The result has been released 2 days ago and now only I'm here to write something about it.

My result was averagely okay, that is within my expectation for some of the subjects.

Well. This is the first time I make my blog so transparent that I actually post my result on it which is something I wouldn't do on the past.

As compared to the first semester, I actually get one grade lower in overall which is quite disappointed. Anyway, this is not the end of this semester as I'm going to retake both Physics and Chemistry. I know I could do better in the previous syllabus.

Even though my final result are supposed to be added up for all the three semesters and assignments, and I believe I could score well on it. However I would like to do better for the sake of my result and ego. Frankly speaking, those syllabus aren't difficult, I opt to do the second round since I'm given a second chance.

I felt so down the day I get my result. I constantly think that I didn't improve and degrading myself. I know it's a very passive thinking, but that's how the situation I actually gone through. But now, it's totally different. I know I can't compare. Different semester has different difficulty. This kind of result reminds me I should work harder in order to get my desire result in the coming semester. =P * trying to be optimistic *

Nothing much to share, gonna end here..=)

The Ship

I have a lot of posts pending actually but I chose to continue writing something about my love life as I have started it in the previous posts. I just couldn't afford to not type about this trip cause love is overwhelming in this month !! =D=D * feeling so excited *

As the title and photo suggested, he brought me to "The Ship" restaurant at Batu Ferringhi, Penang for a dinner. ^^ . He actually has a job over there supervising his worker on the progression of the work. So, he brought me over there for a short trip. We went to have a walk along the seaside and managed to get into the sea for a little moment. Unfortunately the weather is not good plus the water waves is so huge until we were exposed to a dangerous situation whenever we are in the sea.

After we had cleaned ourselves up, he brought me to the restaurant I mentioned above to have our dinner. I bet most of you know this restaurant well as this is one of the best steak restaurant in Malaysia and they actually have a few branches all over the country. Those steaks and foods there aren't cheap at all compared to those normal steak house. I was so excited by the time even though I know this dinner would cost us a bomb. Since my boy insisted to treat me a good one, I happily accept it and we just walked into the restaurant. As expected, the dinner costed us RM200+ never mentioned we ordered their set dinner.

He has been spending a lot on me recently and all these little piece of moments actually pile up to become a great memory and celebration of our 4th anniversary. I actually did ask him why, why would he willing to spend this much on me. He told me, I have been together with him for 4 years and he actually never cares more about treating me a good one, so he wished to do something after 4 years. <3 . The interpretation of his explanation I get was, we were too young when we get together and he couldn't afford to actually treat me a good one. But now, since he has the ability, he is willing to spend on me no matter what.

People may wonder if our relationship is this perfect as like what I type. Actually it depends. Different people would have a different perspective on looking at a matter. It's on how I look on my relationship. I wouldn't be typing happily over our moments if I only remember the negative side of it. Indeed, sometimes we argue or I should say we have our own stand on certain things, but most of the times we solve it though discussion instead of exaggerating it. We do face problems but that doesn't mean we don't love each other anymore. I doubt on how long would a relationship lasts without facing any problem. To me, that means over-toleration on each other, which has no difference as a stranger.

Oh well. I bet I should stop on my love story which not everyone would like reading it but I don't care cause I type it for my own sake but not anyone else..=D

Last but not least, thank you bibi for making my life interesting with you and you actually fulfilled another dream of mine, that is having a "candle-light" dinner with you..xD * feeling satisfied *

Sweet anniversary

So I would like to continue my anniversary post by updating the latest news of it.

Nothing much actually, it is just that my boy actually took my words into account and kept it in his mind. Now I realized how much he cares about my words. I remember I typed something like this in the previous post :

These dates are important to me but anyway I wouldn't insist him to give me surprise or bring me out for a candle light dinner as like those in dramas.

Last Saturday he came over. I met him after my tuition has ended. He reacted quite differently as he insisted to have our lunch outside but not simply eat home-made-dishes by my mum. I agreed. So we went out right after I dumped my tuition stuff onto the sofa. As we approached to his car, he reluctantly opened the passenger seat and handed me a bouquet of roses. I was so surprise until I just don't know how to react. * If there was a camera recording the scene, I must be looking stun ! * I was happily jumping and cheering around holding the bouquet of flowers after getting back my conscious. Of course I didn't forget to plant a kiss on his lips!

Maybe to some of the couples, buying or receiving flowers are not something big or worth to cheer of as they have already used to buy or receive it. But to me, this is not something common, in fact, this is the first time I receive flowers from my boy after being together for 4 years. People may wonder why. Actually I have been requesting and asking him to buy me flowers whenever I am jealous of others who received flowers. But he just don't give me a darn. He told me he would want to keep this moment until a very special and memorable day. He said I would not value and treasure it if I constantly getting flowers from him. I listened and so I didn't request for it anymore. That's why the presence of flower touched me that much since I'm not expecting it to happen.

Back to that sentence I quoted, yeah, he actually reluctantly asked me whether do I want a candle light dinner with him..xD He was so cute !! He actually wanted to fulfill my little dramatic dream..=D. Anyway, we didn't went for a candle light dinner cause I think we are still not affordable for those extra expenses. We went for sushi as our lunch instead.

Sometimes memories are just simply pile up by little little sweet moments that trigger your heart and make your heart blossom until you will just smile over these little things whenever you thought of it. Love is just this simple.=)

4th anniversary

As I told I'm going to write something about my boyfriend in conjunction of our 4th anniversary. Yes, you never see it wrongly, 2 days later will be our 4th year anniversary.

We get together when I was 15 which was my PMR year. Just like every teenage couple, we faced a lot of problems, especially family's problem. We hide our relationship from our parents, went out for a date secretly and so on. I'm so proud to say that we don't argue over small matter, we don't simply request for break up unlike most of the teenage couples. We tend to tolerate and love each other ever since the day we get together.

I bet people around me know us well on how we treat each other, how we maintain our relationship and of course how we get together..=) I have been typing posts about us every anniversary ever since we get together. I'm still keeping those posts but I'm not sure if I'm going to republish it cause it's kinda awkward to do so..=P..The post I typed last year has gained 100+ of page views cause I posted the link on my fb page. I have been telling the whole story about us from the beginning till that particular day.

Since it has been a year apart, I'm going to type things that happened between us within this time frame.

We have been in a long distance relationship for about 1 and a half year since I moved to my current house. I'm quite surprise that we can actually overcome this matter easily..=) Indeed, things ain't always perfect. Few months back, I did something ridiculous and hurt him deeply. I didn't tell anyone else about the actual reason why would I do so, even him. I chose to avoid myself from being ask and lecture by the others, I chose to keep it to myself. All of this is just because I don't wish to hurt him anymore. I didn't mean to bring this topic up cause I know he will sees it. But at this moment, I choose to reveal the actual reason of me doing so after so many rounds of fighting between devil and angel in my mind. - the loneliness - That's it. Even though this incident hurt him, he didn't really angry and mad about me. He in turn concerned about me and afraid of me being deceived. He teared.

I know it is impossible for him to be with me every moment but I treasure the effort he makes to spare as much time as he could for me. After that incident, our relationship bond actually get stronger. We talk to each other more frequently and share our lives just like a pair of new sweet couple. The feeling of wanting to see him and miss him appear more frequently in my mind which surprised me a lot. A sweet greeting message every morning, a phone call before and after nap and also before sleep has become a habit. All of this is just simply because of the ripple of love reemerge in my heart. I didn't mean I don't love him anymore before this but when time gets long without something special to trigger the feeling, the relationship will actually go downhill. Thanks to this incident, it strengthened my relationship bond and encouraged my future relationship endeavor.

Last month, we had a family trip to Philippine. He was with us. Many people was wondering how could he cope with my family and could even go for a trip with us. The answer is very simple - time - . The period of time we are getting together proved that we are serious towards this relationship. The period of time he interacts with my family proved that he is reliable and also proved his personality. Nevertheless, his sociable skill enable him to get along with my whole brunch of family. I'm proud of being with him. =)

I feel warm and touch when my family concern and ask me about him. All of these means they treat him as part of our family. For instance, my dad actually asked me whether he would want to join us in the coming trip to China with the Liew's family. I was shock at the moment and feel warm when I get back my conscious. =)

3rd of July in this year falls on Wednesday, which means we couldn't celebrate our 4th anniversary on the exact date. These dates are important to me but anyway I wouldn't insist him to give me surprise or bring me for a candle light dinner as like those dramas. What I want is just very simple- to have him by my side, have his image appear in front of me for the very first sight I open my eyes, bring me to have some dessert I love to eat, and the moment I always looking forward is to silently walk through streets in the middle of the night with our hands tightly hold. Despite all this requests sound simple but how many guys would actually spare their time out for all this stuff instead of a sweet dream.

I love the moment when he wakes up early in the morning just to accompany me for a breakfast and then fetches me to tuition class. I love the moment when no matter how he is tired of me, he wouldn't leaves me alone. I love the moment when he scolds me stupid yet still continue teaching me the badminton skills. I love the moment when he actually feels how I feel. I love the moment when he backs me up when I'm mad with my friends. I love the moment when he always brings me to places that I wish to go. I love the moment when he kisses my forehead before he goes to work. All these little pieces of moment made up our lives and these are what matters in a relationship.=)

There are lots to go if I want to write everything about us. Anyway, I think I have wrote enough for this post.=)

Here comes a series of recent photos of us ..

Last but not least,

Happy 4th anniversary my dearest baby..<3